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| Your Hillbilly Name Is... | 
Loretta Lynne Birmingham |
| Your Career Type: Artistic | 
You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary. |
i though as much
| Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC | 
"Back in black, I hit the sack,
I've been too long, I'm glad to be back"
Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos.
But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! |
| You Belong in Barcelona | 
When it comes to Europe, you don't want to decide between culture and fun. You want art by day and a big party by night.
Barcelona is ideal for you. You can check out some Picasso, eat some tapas, take a siesta, and then dance all night! |
| You Are a Learning Cook | 
You've got the makings of an excellent cook, and the desire to be one.
But right now, you're just lacking the experience. You couldn't be a top chef yet, but you could be an apprentice. |
| Your Personality Is |
Guardian (SJ)
You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.
You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.
A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.
In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.
At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.
With others, you tend to be polite and formal.
As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.
On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them! |
whatever
| Your Pimp Name Is... | 
Peachy Love |
| You're 45% Irish | 
You're probably less Irish than you think you are...
But you're still more Irish than most. |
| Your Five Factor Personality Profile | 
Extroversion:
You have low extroversion.
You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.
A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.
You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have low agreeableness.
Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all.
In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted.
And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently.
Neuroticism:
You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. |
| Your Porn Star Name Is... | 
Champagne Waters |
| Your Quirk Factor: 56% | 
You're a pretty quirky person, but you're just normal enough to hide it.
Congratulations - you've fooled other people into thinking you're just like them! |
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| 04:27pm 17/04/2006 |
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| Your Band Name is: | 
The Hard-drinkin' Ponys |
though I did this one already, i liked so much, i decdied to do it again.
| The Keys to Your Heart | 
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is high. You can't resist desire and lust.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
i don't know ablout it all but it sounds okay
| You Are Dr. Pepper | 
You're very unique and funky, yet you still have a bit of traditionalism to you.
People who like you think they have great taste... and they usually do.
Your best soda match: Root Beer
Stay away from: 7 Up |
this is bull i should have been coke
| People Envy Your Ingenuity | 
You're a person with unique ideas, big plans, and a zany outlook on life. Many people look to you for inspiration.
People envy your creativity and "who cares?" attitude. They feel very ordinary next to you - and they usually are! |
| You Should Be a Joke Writer | 
You're totally hilarious, and you can find the humor in any situation.
Whether you're spouting off zingers, comebacks, or jokes about life...
You usually can keep a crowd laughing, and you have plenty of material.
You have the makings of a great comedian - or comedic writer. |
| You Are Socks! | 
Cozy and warm... but easily lost.
You make a good puppet. |
i like sock for gifts
| You Are 32% Happy | 
You're not miserable, but you could stand to be a lot happier.
Focus on what's right in the world, and you'll be happier than you ever thought possible. |
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| 04:05pm 17/04/2006 |
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Well lately I have been putting the old canoodle to some hard use. I can not seem to ever put my mind to rest. Thinking about things that should not be in my head. Things that bother me and believe me I hae been trying to ease myself slowly from that very thinking. Yet its harder that said.
I have thoughts of getting my stuff in order, just in case. I mean I don't want anything to happen out of the blue and have my things not in order. This concerns me, I have things that if not taken care of would affect a lot of people.
I have been also thinking of giving away my organs and I chose to give my heart and my kidneys. Due to environmental issues my lungs would not be suitable for donorship. I have been thinking that if somehting were to happen and lifesupport was the only way for me to live then I would rather that I live on God's air than a machine. I would not want to live my life as a vegetable. It would not be good for my family's emotional status, either. I wonder how it would feel like if what i have been thinking were to be true.
I would not want to have my parents worry, for my mother was setback by the idea of organizing my things in case of unxpected taking of my life. So with that said I don't want to go to any doctor anytime soon. Though it has been brought to my attention that certain headaches in a certain area where there is a tiny little bump in the back of my head would mean something more than that of a regular cold headache. Thus I have taken it upon myself to tell my mother of this thing that is in the back of my head behind my ear and of my headaches and altered momentary vision, dizziness. THough I will worry her no more. I don't want to believe that anything could happen to me. SO all this pondering is for nothing. I reaaly don't think that there would ever be anthing wrong with me. |
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| 04:07pm 25/03/2006 |
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So the bleak and weary wold takes yet another turn. My birthday, as if I needed another day to hate. Why can't it disappear? If the day were filled with long howls in the wind, I would feel at home for that is what each day is to me. Just another howl in the wind. It passes, though you feel it, its temporary and undesirable. |
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| 07:17pm 16/02/2006 |
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people suck. i cant count on them, they disappoint me. i should live on an island. away from HERE |
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| 03:25pm 01/02/2006 |
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Well I talked to a friend and i might go live with her for a while if i like the place. I will have to see in two weeks. Well i hope this will make me feel better and i won't be in a slump forever. |
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| 07:30pm 26/01/2006 |
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mood:  crazy music: nothing just voices in my head aawwwwwwwww
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lol i wish i had a job i think i am driving myslef crazy im typing bad too |
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| 09:32pm 20/01/2006 |
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mood: aggravated music: Gospel Songs
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I continue on this path to nothing. I am so angry with myself for letting me get this way. I wish I could reverse somethings and get on with my life. I need to move forward but to what. Getting a job is not so easy. I can not seem to get a hold of one. Just tear out the sky and let the stars fall down. I don't know what I am going to study if I can get in to school. Which is so annoying. I wish God would lay out a plan for me.
GloryRoad was an awesome movie. Chronicles of Narnia Awesome. Brokeback mountain was riveting. |
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| 10:07am 10/01/2006 |
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mood: ecstatic music: Mr. Brightside ~ The Killers, Collide~ Howie Day
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I guess I push people away. I notice I try to tell people things about me when they first meet me so that they can not like me. I did that to someone recently and as I hung up the phone, I realized what i had done. I push people away. I also close myself off to them and some people can see it and others don't but they eventually forget me. I know that sounds like I am a little slow but I am afraid that people will hurt me and betray me. Which they have done. Even my famliy was against me and they took someone old hag's side over mine. Which hurt so much because I would never do to them. They don't see the things I don't do or that I do. I guess I am hurt but who has proven me wrong. Even the people in hs has proven me right. If I meant anything to them, it does not show. |
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| 12:32pm 05/01/2006 |
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mood:  sad and dejected music: Howie Day Collide
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"You and I collide"
I love that line in the song. That song depresses me at this moment. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I called several people or tried to and none came to my beckon. Makes me feel more alone than ever. Maybe I should leave here and go with my uncle in Mexico. There is nothing for me here. I know this sounds so gay but I need an escape. I have been so empty and at the same time full, not knowing what to do with myself. My mom offered a suggestion because she could sense my frustration. She said I should go live with my uncle in Mexico. It is a different atmosphere and it changes my life. hopefully I can go but it won't be til the summer for I have to get a passport.
I can't eat anything. I have no idea what my stomach is doing and why it is going insane. Anything I eat turns the acid in my stomache psycho. It bubbles and boils like a volcano erupting at any moment. I tried tums before but that made it worse. All I had to fill my tummy today was some aloe vera and pear juice which was less than appetizing. Oh and literally a nibble of turkey cold cut. I can't live like this. My stomach is so empty and has been for a few days. I am one that can not not have food. Double neg, I know bad but who cares.
I have no damn job and I try to look but get shot down. Money is like snow at this point for me. I don't any but when I do have its a little tease. I need things for me and I have to wait for them. AWWWWWWWW. Wait I have a money order that I never sent and I have not wrote anything on it. I have $70. That's ok for now. I don't think I might use it.
I can not stand my intolerable sister. She is so immature for being 22, acts like a 10 yr old. I need privacy at home which I never have and a phone which is always inhabited by my younger sis. I need more patience for that place. I need a friend. A real friend. Not those so-called friends who I can't really count on.
I have writer's block. I can't write like I would want to. Even when I have this emotions nothing comes to mind. There is no spark that ignites the flames. My fingers are lead and I need them to move. This is frustrating. I need there to be some rain in my drought and some some in my cloudy dreary day. There needs to be warmth in my tundra and cold in the desert. |
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| 01:50am 30/12/2005 |
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mood: content music: Sean Paul
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here to check in i am still alive |
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| 04:54pm 19/12/2005 |
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well i have been writing lots lately ... its feels good to be able to write. Well its not that dreat because the reason i have ideas is because i have been feeling down lately and i need to exress myself now an this is how i do it. Th e only way i can do it. i watched tha last samuri favorite one my favorites.hanging with a college bud of mine. |
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| 01:15pm 26/11/2005 |
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I need to vent because a lot has gone on and I am reluctant to mention it to anyone but here I feel I have the freedom to say anything and have no stupid neg comments cuz no one reads this. Well I am so stressed out. I can't go back to school and I have huge loan to pay if I don't go to school in January. Believe I want to go to school. I do. But with no way of filling out a FAFSA and I can't use my old loan for City schools, I can't go. I can't seem to get a job. Was I doomed to spend my life in Zara Soho. Well I was not going to stand for the abuse there.
Losing my cool here. I have no idea what to do with my self. I might have to move, which doesn't bother me because I have no attachments here. I could go somewhere else...a different state or country.
My nerves are not so much bugging though. Its that I know things are mushed and I need to fix things but with no idea how. I mean I actually want to finish school. Which if you knew well you would be very surprised that I want to go and finish. I mean everybody should want to go. It it the fact that I can not be in that place I call home anymore without something to do. I need to meet new people and talk to new people. I liked being in college, I felt more independent. At home I am twelve again. It sucks!!
I am eating a lot again which is my body telling me that no matter how much stuff doesn't get to me, I am deep down inside depressed. But do not fear, I am exercising to not get fat. I pigged out yesterday on mashed potatoes, lasagna and corn, washing it down with a big glass of coke. I can't seem to stop eating. I weighed myself and I gained 6 pounds in a couple of weeks. I think though with the amount of work I do to stay thin I will return to my now normal state. When I was in HS I weighed 115 and on bad weeks it was 120 but I always got back to normal and now I wish I was that thin.
I took the test for Who Wants to be a Milionaire and I didn't get called back which was wierd because I knew most of the answers to the ?s. I signed myself up for tickets. I will take the test again when I watch the show.
That 70's Show is so awesome. I am in love with Jackie's character and I am nothing like her. I also would have gone out with Hyde, he is cute and smart. Great combo.
One thing, it didn't feel like thanksgiving this year to me. AND a complaint, it bothers me that stores always put christmas stuff at this time let TG rest!!!! |
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| 01:50pm 12/11/2005 |
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| Your Birthdate: April 2 | 
You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.
You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.
Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.
Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive.
Your strength: Your universal compassion
Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings
Your power color: Mauve
Your power symbol: Butterfly
Your power month: February |
| Your World View |
You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content.
You value kindness and try to live by your ideals.
You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material.
You respect truth and are flexible.
You like people, and they can readily make friends with you.
You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you. |
| In a Past Life... | 
You Were: A Ditzy Dancer.
Where You Lived: Texas.
How You Died: Typhoid fever. |
| Your Animal Personality | 
Your Power Animal: Eagle
Animal You Were in a Past Life: Whale
You are active, a challenger, and optimistic.
Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal. |
| Your Summer Ride is a Jeep | 
For you, summer is all about having no responsibilities.
You prefer to hang with old friends - and make some new ones. |
| You Are a Kogyaru! | 
If it's cute, you'll wear it. Fake and bake, hair bleach, and bright makeup line your bathroom cabinet.
As for clothes - anything that's short and cute ("kawaii!").
You are the prize object of all sorts of men - but you are really looking for a rich foreign guy.
He'll find you out hanging out in Shibuya shopping at the 109, text messaging and sending photos over your cellphone. |
| You're an Expert Kisser | 
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable |
I leave u with this Derailed was not for everyone but I liked it. |
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| 02:53pm 08/11/2005 |
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hey i am going to who wants to be a millionaire auditions wish me luck its awesome .......jarhead...........awesome |
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| 11:11am 06/11/2005 |
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Saw2 was awesome. clever and genious. gonna see another movie. jarhead with the lil sis. jake is hot!!!!!! serenity was great as well. will see prime soon with the mom. hope it is cool. |
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| 02:40pm 29/10/2005 |
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mood: awake music: This is how a heart breaks~ rob thomas
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| 04:35pm 14/10/2005 |
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Well I have seen Serenity finally. It was an awesome movie. No need to spoil it for others but I def. recommend this movie to people. It has action and a gurl is doing a lot of it. Which is cool. I would love to star in an action flick. That would be the ultimate.
There is a guy sitting next to me with the worst bad breath ever. He is annoying. He whistles and releases more toxic breath.
I want to scream. Well soon I hope I get a job and can some money. Hopefully my brother will someday soon come with me to get my computer and I will be liberated from this place. This horrendous place where the comps don't fully work all the time and then I have to sit next to others who do not feel the need to buy breath mints. This is nuts. |
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